Phoebe Bridgers' music had been popping up on my Apple suggestions for a while. I wanted to like it, but early explorations had not proven fruitful.

Driving home after an early morning walk "I Know The End" began to play and strangely, I took notice. The startling lyrics and beautiful composition forced me to pull the car off the road to sit still.

As I listened, I felt a certain synergy with the sense of loss, bewilderment and torment in the song. When all around me was seemingly being being lost - lives, memories, freedoms, "I Know The End" soon became a daily anthem for the time I was living through.

Swimming, losing direction, gulping breaths and a fear of drowning. All metaphorical reactions to the pandemic.

This short video is a pastiche of emotions.

An attempt to understand and to reconnect with my creativity.

And to hope

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Swimming, losing direction, gulping breaths and a fear of drowning. All metaphorical reactions to the pandemic. This short "music" video is a pastiche of emotions. An attempt to understand and to reconnect with my creativity during the first wave of Covid 19.

"When I get back I'll lay around. And I'll get up and lay back down. Romanticise a quiet life. There's no place like my room"